Red Horizon CG3D

          For a long time I didn’t really understood what confidence, ego, and even myself throughout my 20’s. It was a period of confusion, self doubt, and insecurity. However despite this I was able to finish the job that I set my mind to, which has achieving high levels of craftsmanship in cg. As I went through the Panama City Rescue Mission last summer and returning back to Orlando over the holidays last year I began to understand myself alot deeper. No noise, distractions, or people derailing me. As I was left to myself I began to slowly unravel my motivations, personalities, and why I think the way I do. For along time I used to think there was something wrong with me, that I was dirty, angry, this evil thing that people didn’t understood. But as I took time for myself and observed my own habits and thoughts I began to see myself as something different. My intense nature is often misunderstood even by my own friends and family. My stories and way I po...